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I'm finished with love.

Love, there's no match for me out there, I realized this. As im writing this im about to cry, because im sick and tired of the shit I find out over myspace that hurts me even more. I'm so done with every guy and every attemptsto find love. Call me a slut, call me whatever you want, but none of these people on this website know the true me except some select people in my top friends, so if you love saying my name and saying that im a slut, whore, hoe, whatever, you honestly dont know me, so don't say ill suck a dick if a guy had it out for me, because im way better than that. I get heartbroken all the time, whether it be the guy that lives way too far from me, or its the guy that doesn't know what he wants, or its the guy that just wants sex and nothing more. I'm tired of it, and I'm tired of trying to find love. Now I know what Tila Tequila must of felt like when she got her heart broken by that girl, who like lead her on till the end. I know that's reality tv, but still, its the same premise. I'm just done with everyone concerning around love. I'm turning 18 in about a month and 10 days, so yeah, and after that im not doing no more hookups or anything until I find someone thats serious enough for a relationship and they because im tired of being the one having to make the effort all the time. I'm not dating anyone further than my county, or Middlesex County/Bergen County the farthest I'll do. Because otherwise, any further, and I'm going to get screwed unless make an effort to come see me wherever they may be, with your car or however, but still. This is honestly how I feel right now, So back to me hanging out with friends, being the only single one, and my hope for finding someone is dwindling every day that theres somebody out there for me. I think 18 is the perfect time to start a good relationship with someone, Im just so done with thinking that someone's out there for me.

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Prove me wrong. You know you won't.

Posted on 11/08/2008 4:30 PM Visits: 19
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